Let Me Be Wild Forever

If still loving you with all my heart makes me crazy,

then let me lose my mind —

Still blown kisses to the air,

talking to an empty car seat.

Whispering goodnight to a picture frame.

With a chest pressed against your urn tightly,

feeling your heart beating in sync with mine.

If still loving you with all my heart makes me crazy,

then let me be the wild one —

still wearing your ring,

laughing at your jokes that only I can understand,

and weaving our memories

into every corner of this hollowed world.

If still loving you with all my heart makes me crazy,

then let me stay mad —

a woman who refuses to amputate her own heart,

a woman who loves like death

forgot to close the door.

Let me dance with your spirit

beneath the invisible stars,

spinning inside the love we built,

that not even death can unravel.

If still loving you with all my heart makes me crazy,

then I will be wild forever —

gloriously, tenderly, fiercely yours,

until the stars themselves forget how to burn.

— Your Forever Wife